05 December 2008

In Virginia

I'm in Richmond, VA right now. I decided to take a trip to see the area because I need to move out of CT. I drove down yesterday and it took me six and a half hours, the longest I've ever driven by myself. It was quite boring but thankfully I planned it just right and avoided most of the D.C. rush hour traffic. Last night I met up with a friend of mine's cousin and her fiance who live here and they drove me around the city for a while showing me the different sections, the good ones and the ones to avoid. It seems like there's a really cute downtown section with tons of shopping and cafes, so I'm going to explore that area more today. There's also several hospitals so finding work here will hopefully not be too hard. I'll probably visit one of those today too. I'm leaving on Saturday and Matthew and I discussed me coming to Dover on my way back up, either to just stop by for a while and have dinner or to spend the night. What do you think? Bad idea, I know. He's so over it. I'm not over it. Not by far. So I want to go see him, especially since this is the longest that we've gone without seeing each other and if I don't see him now it'll probably be another month before I get another chance to see him. I wish I didn't want to see him anymore. I shouldn't go because I know it'll just be really hard being there and I'll end up an emotional mess and he does not want to deal with that since he has to prepare for a mission on Monday. I don't blame him. I don't want to deal with it either. Well, I have to get out of this comfy bed now and go look around this city that could potentially be my new home one day.

2 comments:

KJ said...

Have fun in Virginia!! And good luck! Sounds like you're going about it the right way :)

As for the visit in Dover.... you know you shouldn't go, you already said that, wanting to and needing to are different, but if you need a friendly voice stating their opinion, here's mine: Don't GO!!

Another month not seeing him is a good thing when you're trying to move on. When you find the guy who deserves you, you're not going to wish you had stopped in Dover for the night back then, I guarantee it.

Nothing he will say over dinner or over the night will make it any better, so do yourself a favor and take the opportunity to tell him NO!

Good luck Sara!

Sara said...

update: i didn't go to Dover