Normal or Not?

Does it always work like one good day, one bad day?  Totally in love and connected one day, disconnected and fighting the next.  Or is it just me, or just us?  One day I feel secure and alright, the next... lonely and terrified.  The good days seems to make the bad days worth it, but it's wearing on me already... or at least it's stressing me out that soon enough it's going to wear me too thin.  Soon enough... just the though of what's yet to come, and not knowing what to expect, makes me anxious and worried and very unhappy.  At least tonight I had a good cry.